Saturday, December 8, 2007
Hectic life!!!
So... life has been wayyyyy too hectic lately. Hence the reason why I haven't been able to write in forever. Well, life in general has been very hard lately, what with college, church, divisional dance, and many other things, I haven't found time to have a life. Well, I can't say that I hate it, but sometimes it just feels way too overwhelming. Sometimes I look around me and ask myself how I got to this specific place and point in time. It's surreal to think that only a few months ago I was in a tiny little island with perfect weather and perfect beaches only fifteen minutes away from my dorm, and now I find myself all bundled up in layers of clothing trying to not feel the freezing cold seeping into my clothes, and sometime it feels like it reaches my bones, and it hasn't even gone down to like 20 yet. I don't know how my poor body will survive it. But anyway, I'm loving life, working hard, and have grown sooooo close to God, it amazes me. I can't believe how much I was missing out on. I can't believe I'm dancing again most of all. I had given it up, and I didn't want to dwell on that certain part of my past because it was too painful for me, but now, here I am, in New York City, dancing to praise the Lord. It's so awesome to be able to do what I love most to magnify and glorify Him. I know God has a plan for everything that happens in one's life, even when we don't realize or want something to happen. I now realize that everything that has happened has opened my eyes to a new beginning in Him, and a new beginning I hadn't given myself the opportunity to have. I guess you must be confused, but I know what I mean, lol. Well, it's late, and I just wanted to write a quick post. Can't wait for school to finish already, so good night, God bless, and blessings!
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